Tuesday, November 29, 2005
http://wwwc.fujitv.co.jp/ainori/index.htmlSo this is a popular Japanese reality show which has seven young adults travelling around the world in a pink "Love Wagon" in search of love. Once a person falls in love with another, he/she will confess by entrusting a air ticket back to Japan to his/her crush. If the crush likes him/her as well, they will kiss and head back to Japan together. However, if the confession fails, the person who has confessed will have to return to Japan all by him/herself. On the other hand, the crush will stay in search of love and a new member will join in.i've watched the movie clip of love declarations by various members at the site, and it's interesting! liked the scene where the guy confessed to the girl and the girl agreed, yet the guy couldn't believe what he has heard. The way he went "eh.. eh?!" is so comical! This is the cute guy who rejected another girl previously (she looks more tough than him, i would have mistaken her as a butch).sweet! i'm watching it already!
one day i'll break the boundary | 16:32
Monday, November 28, 2005
moving out!my block is announced under the selective en bloc redevelopment scheme. yea, it's not about upgrading BUT about being demolished and redeveloped. aye, i'll definitely miss this old place, have been living here for about 17 years!! it's so convenient with all facilities, train station and bus stops in just steps away.. moreover, it's so near town!!
now, the tough job is to decide where should we move to..
jail, it's less than a week's time. when will you be free to cram and perhaps go kino to take a look at the past paper..?
one day i'll break the boundary | 11:36
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
grrrrr!!木曜日にテストがあるね。
12月にテストも二つある。
まだ勉強をしていません...
それに、まだ宿題をしていません..
どうしよう..!
がっこうへ行きたくない..
嫌い。嫌い。嫌い。
one day i'll break the boundary | 00:12
Monday, November 21, 2005
contradictorymy kid has discontinued his tuition since his schedules always clashed with mine. this implies that i'm gonna have LESS CASH in the near future! even though it's like going my way, have been contemplating of ceasing one of the three tuition assignments i have on hand.. yet receiving less cash is hardly appealing at all! aye, contradicting..am still thinking if i should just stick to two kids or scour for another one.arhh, havent started stuffing bills into my piggy bank for that desirable trip next year..maybe i should scour for another one.. love tuition assignment which is only one session per week, 2 hours per session.. especially tutoring mathematics! can tackle every problem with almost ease haha. it's just so different when it comes to cramming for your own sake. alright, if one such assignment knocks on the door, i'll grab for it (^-^)o
one day i'll break the boundary | 17:16
Sunday, November 20, 2005
tests and flicksthe last oral test was over in just one minute!! yea, unerstood the questions but some of which i didn't answer in the proper way. aye. anyhow, i've the confidence of passing everything hur hur.. it's just a matter of whether i rank among the bottom few or not since i guess everyone did pretty well eh? up next is JLPT4 which is exactly in 2 weeks time! oh gawd.. 100 over kanji required and the vocab list is 700words long. not to forget, 4 lessons of grammar which are not covered at the jcs elementary level. the passing mark is generally at 60%, just hope i can scrape through!! cos i still wanna take JLPT3 next year though this idea isn't very promising as i'll most prolly have to cover more topics on my own..worst of all, coming thursday marketing test on 5 thick topics!! just hope i'll not end up not handing in the test paper! which i always did aye.. since neither they even bother whether you attempt the assignments nor take the tests into account. oh well, the one matters most is just the uol exams in may.. this serves as a generator for slacking badly which is weally BAD for me who atrociously lacks in discipline! sometimes i just wish the school system is just like any other, it can be stressful but at least i will do my work. it's still like year 1 aye..i need to pull myself back together!!oh, caught the The Exorcism Of Emily Rose on thursday! it was a weally good flick. it's not like other horror flicks which lack in plot. love the witty exchanges on the trial, and emily acted weally well. albeit, the flick was not horrifying. to think i was told it's scary and i went into the theatre feeling worried about myself screaming the hell out of it haha. in the end, i just watched it without covering up my ears or even eyes at all.i still want my Oliver Twist, anybody?whoa, kel is back from Japan! in just a BLINK. how time literally flies.. she said it was weally fun and she gotta see mount fuji very clearly without the fogs!! *full of envy again*
one day i'll break the boundary | 11:35
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
よくなかった
月曜日の理解文法の試験がおわったね。ままですがエッラが二つありました。今日聴解はあまり易しくなかった..それに、ジルチャンはなかったよ。 あっ、ジルチャン、JLPT が二週間ぐらいあるから、今週の日曜日に勉強をするね?expressing in english is certainly the easiest way out. aye, listening exam was a disaster. didn't really understand what exactly the person was saying about in some parts of section I. worse still, i totally screwed up at section II where all the questions were only said once. ackk. why the hell wasn't i paying attention?! so yea, ended up circling wild guesses.. (/_\)" i need voices! not just writing.. now i can interpret very well especially if someone literally speaks one word by one word, but no one speaks like that, do you?
just hope that i will not be tongue-tied during this saturday's oral!!
here, it's getting nearer!
on an unrelated note, i managed to dig out the collecting-dust glay cd which i got it from jail years back. aww, still remember she even helped me compose the ringtone on my mobile phone, how nostalgic! now i'm grooving to my old time favourite track again. it's been spinning and spinning.. still spinning~ anybody listens to a song on repeat mode for days like i do? haa.
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:06
Sunday, November 13, 2005
misecellaneousforgotten postie 051109. aunt treated us to seafood buffet at united square's vienna. was bloated at the end of it haa. let's see what i've feasted on.. the crabs tasted weally good! as usual i feasted on the fresh salmon and meguro slices topped with wasabi!! haha. oh yea, first time tried raw oyster! not bad, weally smooth feeling haa. ate the grilled oyster and salmon too, and stuff like sushi, some slices of abalone and drunakard prawns oh yah! slurped 3 glassess of red wine, 2 cockails, the various tonic soups and sharksfin (but the sharksfin not as good as fullerton's, like duhh). nimbled many slices of cakes too! tried other queer stuff too lol, just be glad that i didn't suffer any effect from these many food chemical reactions haha.. two thumbs up!so the bunch of us sent kel off and she's in osaka now! she's like literally touring cities of japan one after another.. full of envy..! yea, we went swimming at fish&co before her check-in and we crapped a hell lot, as usual our crap never run out of supply haha~ had FUN at the Intercom after her check-in. weally cool chat, her inside the transit mall and we guys outside.. a whoa-ing experience haa! oh yen has depreciated this week, hope it depreciates further haa..anyhow aye, gonna hit the jappie notes soon..
one day i'll break the boundary | 14:42
Friday, November 11, 2005
日本語の試験
i do agree handphone sucks, cos without it, i couldn't get into proper contact with you at all!!! didn't see you online and emails simply don't work when we don't check it often yah! you're sooo difficult to be reached y'know! when i just wanna know if you need to copy the notes you've missed XD haha aye. arh, hope you're going next week! don't abandon me.. lol..
練習する!来週日本語の試験があるよ!月曜日は理解文法で水曜日は聴解だ。そして、土曜日は会話だよ。今、まだ勉強をしていません。^^;;
あっ、あしたチャンーイー空港へ友達のケッリちゃんをおくりにいくね。ケッリちゃんは日本へいくよ。ほんとうにいいだね..嫉妬深い..
エッラがある?笑う..
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:52
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
ええと..ジルーちゃん!あした日本語の授業の前にひまだ? 勉強をするね? メルもが出してね。これはばつ..笑う..それで、じゃあ!
one day i'll break the boundary | 09:00
Monday, November 07, 2005
this doesn't feel right.
what day is it?
and in what month?
this clock never seemed so alive.
i can't keep up,
and i can't back down.
i've been losing so much time.
somehow pessismism always finds a way to smoke itself in.
have i embarked on the wrong path? up till now, i have no idea why i chose to do banking & finance of all things back then, but i know i didn't want accounting for nuts so yea.. ackk, sometimes i stop to think if i'm doing what i want now, and what i'm doing now is what i'm gonna do in future? i can't figure out.. so i make myself believe yea i'm doing the right one and i'm gonna continue digging it so that i don't see cash going down the drain..
"people with goals succeed because they know where they are going." i never know where exactly i wanna go.. indecisiveness chained on me.. and my passion in certain areas are diminished by harsh reality.
i'm just wasting my time off again and again.. for umpteen times that i've washed off from my mind what i've contemplated to do.. and yea, i've gotten used to not giving tuitions.. my kid's asking me to decide when to resume, how, i don't feel like doing anything now, in the months ahead or even years ahead. but i want the extra cash to seek after that dream aye.
a dose of enthusiasm should come in handy now.
i'm running short of breath, i can't catch up with that dream, it seems too faraway.. i'm draining out..
everything i do isn't beautiful.
we shouldn't be where we are.. if only we had perservered back then, now we'd prolly have been nearer.. 早くネべルランドへ行くね!今生活がとても嫌いだ。超嫌いだ!そして、試験が頑張るよ..
one day i'll break the boundary | 14:45
time ticking away
a lil flashback first. 051102 sentosa with mz&boy+kel+rena. sunbasking, splashing, munching, laughing and all. short and sweet since picture paints a thousand words. but hey each ride up that carlsberg tower costs 10bucks for barely 10 minutes?! ack. perhaps i've to wait till somebody treats me to it haa..
aye, i yearn for more days like this, where my mind wouldn't be clouded with all the impending doom thoughts like school has commenced 3 months and i practically haven't flipped anything. yet, i'm lacking in action. still am in the vicious cycle! the bring-notes-to-lecture-chucked-at-home syndrome is still haunting me!! *screamsssss*
really have no idea where to start digging into my heaps of notes. should i begin with the first topic or cram for the upcoming tests first? and this sinful thought crept in, hey i don't really feel like uhh.. maybe i should work harder for the next one? how about i'll cram for my jappie tests first and jlpt? yea, by then it's december, i'll prolly say leave it after x'mas and new year.. SHEESH..
あっ!ジルーチャン、日本語の勉強いつだ? 日本語がわるくなりましたよ!ええと..今ねむくなった..
indeed.. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."
one day i'll break the boundary | 02:51
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
new design. kbox.
hurhur, new design from me again! have kept this pic for some ages, so decided to whip up a simple template with it ^-^ aye, i'm catching up on age already, the previous bon's template seemed too young for me haa. not bad huh, i can just switch the main pixie as and when i like it. oh yea, think i just so much prefer to stagger between white and black. hehe.
kbox lunch with mz, kel and rena was weally weally great! saiko datta! the highest climax was when we sang alex toh's tuo diao! we simply lost ourselves in it LOL. alright, will update the details along with the pixies we took the next time round!
on a unrelated note, jcs exams are like 2 weeks later!! jail, haven't buzzed you out for some cramming! and yea, how's the hg kbox? not bad right! ^^
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:48