Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Scars - Papa Roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own adviceI saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
one day i'll break the boundary | 02:42
Monday, July 25, 2005
Pray For You
it's such a sudden, i just got to know from my friend that his dad passed away last month. i feel so sorry for him.. he must have been devastated.. when he told me that he hoped to see his dad again, i felt helpless.. i really didn't know how to begin consoling him but to tell him that his dad will live in his heart always and whenever he misses him, he can speak to his heart and i believe that his dad in heaven will hear him. this wound that he's nursing would take him a long time to heal.. may strength be given to him and his family to move on..life is indeed full of unknowns yah.. you can never expect what will happen to you or your dearest ones at any point of time in the future. even a healthy person like his dad could just leave this world so suddenly.. aye..yea, so we gotta show even more concern towards our dearest ones!! don't ever take them for granted.. my parents are my dearest ones and i love them. please bless them with good health and safety each day..
one day i'll break the boundary | 16:54
Thursday, July 21, 2005
All The Time In The Worldwent to the airport yesterday's evening to dine as well as getting some chocs. this Quantas plane apprently stood out from the rest yea. ooooh i wanna go Australia backpacking someday soon..
hanged out a while at the viewing gallery. then i must admit how little scope our viewing gallery could offer - a handful of motionless airplanes stationing there or occasionally some planes crawling around, or maybe if you're lucky enough, you get to see the last few seconds of a plane's touch down. aye, where is the splendid view of the planes on the runway taking off at high speed or touching down from heights? it would be nice if they've that.. cos it would make me a happy girl ^^
yea, had dinner at swensen. wanted to order some icecream after the main course but rena and i were like so full.. so there went my icecream..
oh yea, finally watched [オレンジデイズ] right from the beginning instead of here and there. it was good, could be on par with [Stand Up!!] which is more of a comedy. had stopped at 7th episode for now.. so when rena came a sleepover, she freerided on it too haa~
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:15
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
:: Stand Up!! ::
http://www.tbs.co.jp/standupaye, apparently the above pics are incomplete without Ninomiya and Yamashita.. anyhow, here's a review of the show since i've finished watching it some time ago.i’ve to admit that i wasn’t expecting a good dorama series at first glance. have thought that the two johnnies would not have possessed promising acting skills. moreover, i hardly had any idea of what's the plot's about. however, after viewing, i'd say i was really happy that i stumbled on this show. if not, i'd have missed a good laugh! haa.Ninomiya had played the nerdy and insecured Shohei pretty well. you gotta look at the way he walked, his lagginess and when he went EHHHHHH, it's really ticklish. it's a surprise to actually see how funny he could be in a comedic role. on the other hand, Yamashita played Ken-Ken was the more decent fella. ken-ken wa shinsetsu na hito desu ne! haha. then, Oguri who played the sporty soccer guy, Kozi, another funnny fella, he sure looked pretty cool when he was in his soccer jersey. hehe. most importantly, Narimiya who played Hayato, he's the most ticklish character!! i always looked forward to looking his scenes heh. lastly, Anne Suzuki who played Chie, i must say, don't you think she looked a lil too round? HAHA. when Ninomiya's beside her, i couldn't help thinking how teeny weeny he has become. oops, haa.. but she's not fat yea, just that her face looked too round for her frame. anyhow, she did play her role quite well.honestly, it's about looking at how these guys displayed their ridiculous crankiness (unlike their usual decently cool styles) that made this show a laughable one. just like i had seen Narimiya in [Kagen no Tsuki], but his seriousness had not left me a deep impression. in [Stand Up!!], it's was his exaggerated comical actions that caught my attention. it's funny how you can actually get a kick out of watching how guys make a fool out of themselves, ain't it? lol. cerainly not to forget, i love his frequent flashes of big grins. it's infectious! heh.yea, it's definitely one great teen flick that i couldn't stop watching right till the finale once i began. it's full of silly crap but i guess they weren't those lame jokes which were really cold. haa. oh well, i dislike people who came telling you those cold and lame jokes which are literally repelling and you just feel it'd be just fine if you haven't heard them at all. but i actually had a good laugh over this show so yea.. ^^
one day i'll break the boundary | 01:29
Friday, July 15, 2005
k-lunch today sux.. the person just gave us two choices without telling it's the 7 bucks lunch set. ack, ended up paying 8+ bucks. umm, 5 bucks lunch set apparently seemed more worth it yah!anyhow, it's amazing how the gallery of japanese songs seemed so much more appealing than the english ones. they've like a quite a handful of Larc's, Glay's, V6's and even J-Friends when they hardly have the nice english songs we wanted. when i stumbled onto the japanese section, gosh, exciting ^^ lol. as the hiragana started flashing, "saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita" so i started singing.. and slowly it became humming.. back to singing chorus.. then back to humming again.. -_- ayez, it's only then i realised it's time to brush up on my hiragana reading speed. yea, will also groove to some of those songs before going k again~oh yah, got the third vocab list already. began to feel a lil stressed. muzukashi!!
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:46
Monday, July 11, 2005
On a sunday.. \ えええええ??!!woke up at 0950am. actually wanted to catch [いつもふたりで]. but unknowingly i went back cuddling in my blanket after brushing my teeth. when i woke up at 1100am later, one episode has already ended. oh well.. anyway, i stoned in front the テレビ until 1400pm when i continue writing the [ホットマン2] vcds. umm initially, i didn't intend to do the same for [ホームドラマ], but it's actually quite nice after watching heh.. moreover i like the theme song by 堂本剛. then it began pouring heavily at my place.. was supposed to meet rena but we postponed the meeting time again and again. when the sun's out at my place, it's pouring at her place. when hers gonna stop, the sky darkened at my place again. ayez, in the end we met at 1900pm at tamps. we finished strolling around TM in around 15minutes' time, after which we decided to stone at CoffeeBean. $ so i ordered pure choco and we shared a slice of oreo cheesecake $ there was sale at a vcd shop, so yea i bought the old old [Never Land] series at 11plus bucks for the sake of the sale$ it better be nice ok! $ then we also couldn't find an atm sheesh, so yea i still owed rena 25 bucks for the cd-rs $back at home, after watching [救命病棟24時 3], here i am stoning in front of the computer.. oh yea, rena broached the topic about boring life and we chatted about living life elsewhere again. ayez. coincidentally, while waiting to meet her, i was like daydreaming about it too. daydreamed about living together with her or jail in neverland, in a small yet cozy apartment.. then i thought.. rena's was prolly just an impulse, she didn't seem that determined.. she just wanna try, just try yah.. eventually that idea would just slowly fade off from her mind.. on the other hand, apparently jail has seemed to yearn as much as me.. ... zzz ... see, i'm really daydreaming ain't it? ..えええええ??!! ^.- haaz. then i read jail's bloggie awhile ago.. ほんとうに? somehow it made that glow in my heart brightened up again. ジールちゃん、はい、頑張りました!! そして、neverland にいしょうにいきましょうね!!
one day i'll break the boundary | 02:42
Friday, July 08, 2005
thanks to jail, i caught this flick at half price heh. not bad! i like that one stylish shooting scene~ had abit of laughing too, especially when brad pitt was stabbed at the thigh. he could be quite funny haaz.
one day i'll break the boundary | 11:50
Friday, July 01, 2005
Sleepover Part (I)
a sample of our Japanese Cheesecake & Cookies ^^
met up with rena on wednesday afternoon at hougang mall to purchase ingredients for baking and we rented 3 sets of jdorama vcds as well.. after which it's baking time!! spent the afternoon baking japanese cheesecake and cookies. yummy yummy! hehe.
oh yea, it's [Stand Up!!] Dorama Marathon all night long. it lasted till about 5am thursday morning when we hit the sack. we completed 6 out of 8 discs already. after energy has been replenished, the marathon was continued at noon time. haaz. though the beginning part of the first episode was like kinda confusing with the flashbacks, it only lasted for that tiny bit, and the following epsiodes to come were so hilarious and crappy!!
left rena's house in the afternoon. got a lil' rest after which i went to sim lim to meet rena again. finally got our 100 pieces of cd-r, certainly can last for a long time yah! ^^; did some shopping at bugis village where i bought a beigey-orange skirt heh. then we had dinner at my place's Mac..
Sleepover part (II)
it's sleepover continuation at my place. we popped in [Home Drama] vcd with tsuyoshi starring. after 1 episode, we were like gonna doze off any moment. it's too slow paced! ayez. hence we popped in [Hot Man 2] instead and managed to watch till about 5am again friday morning haa. the girl, nanami-chan wa kawaii ne! so yea, we completed the show by this evening..
after these 2 jdorama marathons, i would highly recommend [Stand Up!!], it's a must catch!! saiko ne!
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:52