Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Blading!!
it's blading with jail in the afternoon! yay, there's improvement!! now i'm able to blade from uhh.. pillar to pillar heez ^^; oh yah, it's also the first lesson at jcs in the evening. honda sensei went through the basic greetings and hiragana. ack, so boring..
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:57
Monday, June 27, 2005
A lot like LOVE
watched it the other day with jail. this flick's blooming fantastic! am loving it!! ashton kutcher dude is so cuteee ;) i wanna watch it again~
one day i'll break the boundary | 13:12
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Wake Me Up When September Ends.. so the cover looks like this..couldn't believe this! Ryouya is coming to Singapore in September!!! he suggested that he'd pass the CDs directly to us! so sweet~~ oh, and he claimed that he likes singaporean-english lah! uhh.. LOL. his messages are always so cute!he made my day. aww..
one day i'll break the boundary | 02:58
Thursday, June 23, 2005
sakae again~sushi again. oooh i love salmon sushi with wasabi to the bits~ hehe, had sakae lunch buffet at bugis with rena. altogether 10 plates each, and we were so bloated and already crawling! lol. have never really taken any picture with two of us only, so we decided to take the neoprint card. we paid one buck less the first time we took but it turned out like crap haaz. the second shot was pretty good! ^^
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:56
Monday, June 20, 2005
下北沢屋根裏ライブ 050616 は 下北沢屋根裏ライブ でした!ライブは無事成功し、楽しいライブができました。色々トラブルもありましたが、良いことも悪いことも次への糧とし、これからも良いライブ作りを目指し、頑張りたいと改めて思いました。やっぱ、バンドは素晴らしい!we bbsed again on 0616 at 005:59. ^^; the demo CD was apparently forgotten~ we gotta reply to geek's!!ayez, kinda planned with jail to go blading this afternoon, but she didn't reply my sms last night.. like she went MIA.. (-.-)zZ but anyhow, can always blade another day! so i spent the afternoon slacking online and doodling on her blue notebook. heh hontouni gomen ne, finally settled down to writing after like 4 years..! LOL ^o^; haven't finished writing though hehe..oh yah, went to try out yaplog, yapeus and also drecom. lol. in the end, i feel drecom's more user-friendly for non-nihonjin users and deleted the first two haa.. arhh 1 week more yayyy~
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:45
Saturday, June 18, 2005
5 hours Buzzing \ Loser Lifechatted with rena on the phone from yesterday's night to today's wee morning! 5 hours without realising!! lol. chatted a lot about ourselves, friends and stuff. a very worthwhile sharing session, somewhat i have come to understand rena in a deeper level. most importantly, we discovered that we actually have pretty similar fears, desires and thoughts!!! hoping to turn back the clock and become a better person. hoping to get outta this screwed-up life."i give myself 5 seconds to be brave." -- rena quoted from Lost. very meaningful indeed. yea, we should give it a shot, but i feel after many 5 seconds, i'd prolly still stay the same. erghh, i hate myself.sometimes i feel i'm just a lonesome soul on this earth. friendster is crap, it may look like i have alot of friends, but how many do i actually talk to? how many are actually close to me? how many actually understands me? your so called friends just added you for the sake of having more friends - this superficiality makes me sick. prolly i'd dislike listening to vitamin c 's graduation too.. what a loser life. there seems no way to change about it. i really wanna get a life! perhaps.. i should feel the same way as jail, slowly working towards it makes me feel happy too~here comes the rain again,falling from the stars.drenched again in pain,becoming who we are.
one day i'll break the boundary | 16:42
Friday, June 17, 2005
people don't even know how to apologise when they stood you up.
i don't wish to name here and if you happen to see this, sorry i'm just speaking my mind. oh well, this person was the one who arranged to meet up and asked you to get ready after putting down the phone. when you were all ready to get out of your house, you called the person and she said she was not ready yet and would go prepare soon. after you waited for quite some time, you received a sms from this person asking if you really had prepared everything. what the heck. when you returned the call, this person actually told you that she felt like sleeping. sheesh, so it was my fault for getting ready like "so early" huh. what the hell, i was asked to get ready okay. at the end, i didn't even receive any apology.
well, i remember i kinda stood this person up once, but i did apologise sincerely alright. grr.. it's as if i'm the evil and petty one demanding an apology here. i thought it's just an act of courtesy. perhaps i'm just too adamant about principles..
what a damn day.
one day i'll break the boundary | 17:10
Thursday, June 16, 2005
F5 minus 1!F5 rulez again! oops, one's missing~it's F5 minus 1 gathering at town!! had our dinner at sakae sushi. crapped like the old times and took the picture cards again~ really hope for the many many years down the road to come, we'd still be meeting up like this. how nice ain't it?
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:58
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Farked Up subject registration systemhave you had any idea why in the hell i woke up so early today? like 0500 in the morning just for this farked up subject registration for the academic year05/06. i'm damn pissed now. you won't believe that i was prolly swearing the most times of f-words in my life. i kept going back to and fro to reselect my subjects just because they were all FULL. what the heck, i logged in once the registration commenced okay!here's how my timetable look like:
Tue -- 1330-1630/1700 -- Principles of Accounting
Wed -- 0900-1200 -- Law of Biz Organisations
Wed -- 1330-1630/1700 -- Marketing
Thur -- 1330-1630/1700 -- Financial Intermediation
what the hell, i intended to do FI in my 3rd year since it's a newly launched subject and i was advised to do so. initially, instead of FI, i wanted to do Corporate Finance, BUT the classes were all FULL. and instead of Marketing, i wanted to do HR Management.. then it's FULL again. how farked up it was huh..
but at least the final arrangement were alright for me, just that my lessons aren't the same as my friends!!! damnit. how am i gonna survive as a loner?!?! hopfully i can crash other lectures.. and you know what, tue and thu lectures ending so late, wonder if i'm gonna be in time for my jappy lessons!! jappy starts at 1800+ or something eh? jail, what's the exact time? sheesh, prolly have to forgo my dinner.. /_\
one day i'll break the boundary | 09:03
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Sadness.. (/_\)
here's a little update on last sunday's night - rushed down to tan tock seng hospital when my family received the call that my uncle might not pull through.. when we arrived there at 1145pm, the doctor told us that my uncle had passed away. we were so depressed that we weren't by his side during his last moment. but the computer system actually computed that my uncle's heartbeat stopped after midnight, so i guess we did catch his last moment? everyone cried.. so i was at the wake everyday which lasted for 3 days..
it was my first time to the newly built mandai crematorium on wednesday. the cremation process was all automation.. i couldn't resist crying again. almost everyone cried i guess, didn't look around at all..
umm.. guess he had left us peacefully at a relatively old age even though he had been suffering in silence, not wanting to cast any burden.. don't know what am i exactly talking about but i went to pray this morning..
enough said, something light now..
My Red Zen Micro! ^^vthe red zen micro i bought eventually ^^
zen neeon - one of my considerations.oh yea, finally bought my zen micro at sim lim square last sunday afternoon. bought it with eve's didi. 340bucks. it's the second lowest price we could find. the shop which offered 339bucks had limited colours. anyway, it's only 1buck difference haa. had been deciding which mp3player to buy - ipod mini/ zen micro/ zen neeon. so eventually i settled down with zen micro heh. if zen neeon's screen is slightly bigger, i might have bought it instead cos it's cheaper too haha. heh finally touched my zen micro on friday after leaving it untouched since last sunday. aaa.. watashi no zen micro o daisuki desu ^^[grooving to] Beat Crusaders - moon on the water
one day i'll break the boundary | 21:35
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Shota no Sushi ^o^v
shota no sushi!!~
kassy wa kawaii ne!
it's the continuation of [Shota no Sushi]! watched 5 discs on friday afternoon and finished the last 3 discs this afternoon ^^. hontouni saiko ne~!! shota is so innocently cuteee.. umm.. always have this feeling that geek looks like young kassy. *wonders* but ayez, better not lump them together and imagine too much heh ^^;; really hope to see geek in real person again~
16 days to jappy lessons! oh yah, just discovered that JLPT consists not only of writing, but also listening and oral test! arhh.. stress~ umm.. last time jail and i didn't continue with that pyaess jappy lessons, BUT this time round we will definitely give our best shot yah!! nihongo no benkyo.. *ganbarimashita!*
[grooving to] Oasis - let there be love
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:22
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Intensive course at JCS!!jail and i finally registered.. we were left with only one time slot i.e. Tues and Thurs 1810. but well, better than nothing! so i thought.. i won't be able to get an office admin temp job with this time slot since i won't be able to make it in time for the lessons yah? excuse and more excuses huh, haa.. kinda lazy to work ^^;aye, lessons are only gonna commence on 28 june! that's like way much later than we've expected.. simply can't wait for the lessons to begin.. then the step to completing JLPTs will not be so faraway! while we had dinner at MosBurger Bugis, we finally settled down to that cranky business -giggles- oh yah, have watched 3 discs of Shota No Sushi before i went to meet Jail!! aww.. kassy's so cute..! the more i see kassy in this show, the more i feel Geek resembles so much like him!!~ oh well prolly except for the eyes.. but other than that, features, feeling or even attitude seem so much like Geek.. imagination running wild again ^^; [grooving to] dishwalla - faraway
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:45