Friday, September 30, 2005
19 going 20 (tick tock)
living twenty years the way it has been - this is just not what i want. :: :: my birthday wish this year :: ::
please come true, colour me before i fade away..
one day i'll break the boundary | 11:43
but i'm not gonna admit defeat. you're not gonna ruin me.
one day i'll break the boundary | 00:02
Thursday, September 29, 2005
what's exactly wrong?tell me, why did everything turn out not going my way? each and everything. it's always the wrong time and wrong place. i'm starting to hate myself, hate what i'm doing and hate this life.who says one should cherish dreams? bullshittt. it only leaves you sick and helpless when you can't even do something so simple that you want to do.i just couldn't pull myself out this shit.i'm really weary now.. - - - - - -yea, as if you would do it.
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:45
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
blardiness continuesknowing that the blardy admin very much had nothing better to do this week, i was compelled to attend my rightful lecture all alone.now i truly understood how those lone souls must have felt. listening to the lecture itself was not a torture, it's the break. you don't even know where you should stand or sit so you won't feel awkward when people are actually in groups or pairs chatting and giggling. hence the best way out is to grab the snack and scurry off back to your own seat, like most of the lone souls did.it was the first experience being a loner but i didn't scurry back to my own seat haa. instead, i grabbed a swiss roll, got my tea and swayed to the bench outside the lecture theatre haa. so now you would see everyone in groups or pairs out there, whereas the lonesouls in the theatre, and me the only lonesoul there. lol.aye, skipped my afternoon lecture.. gonna attend tomorrow's afternoon lecture all alone again.you bugger.
one day i'll break the boundary | 14:29
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
blardy daygot to school this morning, only to see this blardy woman gurading right outside one of the lecture theatre's entrances. can you believe they actually even locked up the other blardy entrance. they had nothing better to do huh!had to stone in the stupid library which was like artic until tea break time. after tea break, i also had to survive the lecture without the blardy notes. wasted my whole blardy morning!! two long blardy consecutive days, how nice my week began with!! wth, have to re-attend that blardy lecture again tomorrow morning and survive the rest of my lectures all alone.what duh.. what a good suggestion from my friend, photocopying the blardy PILE of notes which was like really a pile to last the WHOLE year. as if i would be silly enough to do that man.ok just my luck. thanks to the blardy screwed up system.you should sense that i'm blardy pissed now..! grr!
one day i'll break the boundary | 22:50
Saturday, September 24, 2005
I wanna go to a place..
- rie fu
I wanna go to a place where I can say
That I’m all right I’m staying there with you
I wanna know if there could be anyway
That there’s no fight,and I’m safe and sound with you
And every time I look,I thought you were there,
But it was just my imagination
I don’t see it anymore cause I see thru you now
今でも気付かないでしょう この静かな空に
いつでも思い出すけど もうどこにも戻れない
そしてずっと心で 醒めてそっと気付いて
いつかきっとやさしさ 見えてくるように
What’s stopping me? I get stuck again
Is it really OK? It’s never OK for me
What’s got into me? I get lost again
Is it really OK? It’s never going to be
そしてもっと探して 目の前に気付いて
明日はきっと風向きも 変わるように
風がそっとささやく 蠢くのはこの大地
迷わないでやさしさ 見えてくるように
I wanna go to a place where I can say
That I’m all right I’m staying there with you
one day i'll break the boundary | 10:38
Thursday, September 22, 2005
STALKER!!! Shook off!was on the way home from jappie, and somebody started stalking me from the mrt station. i tried to loiter around the bus stop for some time hoping that i was just being overly paranoid, but when i decided to walk back home, stalker started straying behind me again!! tried to stop at another bus stop again, and stalker stopped too!! he was like pretending to fiddle with his handphone. gosh, was i still being overly paranoid?!! thank god, a bus came by and i just hopped into it. fortunately, that person did not follow after me. hence i alighted at the next stop near my house. phewww!what a waste of my time! i should have gotten home MUCH earlier without walking round and round to shake stalker off. bleh..just remembered that geek was stalked by these two young girls few years back. LOL. but at least he wasn't stalked for a long distance. must be just because they lost him right haa...
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:37
Thursday, September 15, 2005
how coincidental.gosh, how small this world can be. couldn't believe i actually saw a stranger whom i saw on the train last saturday, in my marketing lecture yesterday. i reckon we actually found each other familiar, somewhat by the expressions on our faces haha!
stranger looked like LF at an angle, so yea which perfectly spoke why i remembered a stranger's existence. moreover, i do remember impressionable (is there such a word? haa) faces pretty well. lol.anyhow, blogging on an afternoon means a no-school day hurhur! have jappie later on though. surprisingly enough, i hardly feel an inertia when it comes to school or jappie unless i'm really tired, BUT i always feel so unwilling to drag my feet to give tuition..yea, looking forward to this friday's FI lecture. ^^,
one day i'll break the boundary | 00:42
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Zonked Out..i actually managed to survive school plus jap, from 0900 all the way till 2020 just nowhad this darn cramp in the morning; it hurt so much that i totally switched off during my lbo lecture, and i only nibbled on a bun the whole day. all that i knew was that we were asked to get this two books - Smith Keenan Company Law, and Blackstone's Statutes on Company Law - still had to order the blackstone's from the bookshop and gotta wait for 2 or 3 weeks?!!hopefully i fully utilise these texts this time yea. still have this International Relations book lying untouched ever since i bought it last year, but it could just continue lying in the shelf and collect dust since i've passed this subject haa!and guess what, my friend's dino egg, was in for lbo! how nice huh! c'mon, some candies, need sugary to stay awake~
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:55
New Atlantic
http://www.newatlanticrock.com
New Jersey. Genre: Pop/Rock/Indie. Vocalist Giovanni Gianni, guitarists' Christopher Hindley and Matthew Sztyk, drummer Alek Mulley, along with bassist Dave Carlson.
was grooving to their demos on purevolume sometime ago and thought they were pretty good. love their new demo, The Best Day Of Your Life, and the songs in their album, New Atlantic.
try listening to them at http://www.purevolume.com/newatlantic/ yah! (:
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:14
Monday, September 12, 2005
Final Confirmation of Class Schedule
Here again, subjects i'll be taking for my second year:-- Financial Intermediation (FI)- Law of Business Organisations (LBO)- Marketing (MKTG)- Principles of Accounting (POA)Planned Class ScheduleTuesday 13:30 - 16:30/17:00 POAWednesday 09:00 - 12:00 LBOWednesday 13:30 - 16:30/17:00 MKTGThursday 13:30 - 16:30/17:00 FIRevised Schedule (FULL BLAST)*Monday 19:00-20:30 Sec3 Tuition
Tuesday 09:00 - 12:00 LBO
Tuesday 13:30-17:00 POA
Tuesday 18:10-20:20 JAP
Wednesday 13:30-17:00 MKTG Wednesday 19:00-20:30 Sec3 Tuition
Thursday 18:10-20:20 JAP
Friday 09:00-12:00 FI Friday 19:00-20:30 Sec3 TuitionSaturday 08:00-10:00 Pri6 TuitionSunday 10:00-12:00 Sec2 Tuition
* i'm gonna crash other lectures instead hehe ^^; gosh, tuesday is a longgg day..! hopefully i survive through.. if not, i'll just stick to my wed lbo lecture yea~after this 3.5 months of holidays, SCHOOL WLL FORMALLY COMMENCE TOMORROW!! by then, hectics will kick back in.. see, all weekday evenings filled!! -_- good thing only the sec3 girl wants more tuitioning with their exams around the corner, if not wonder how am i gonna squeeze my schedule further.. ayez, gonna be missing all the slacking~a hefty sum of tuition fees for year 2 has just been paid off. still have to pay a continuing registration fee (in sterling pound!) to London as well..
one day i'll break the boundary | 10:56
Monday, September 05, 2005
Opposite or Same Direction?how this luck could continue to go huh.. we ran into Geek once more!!but this time round, i didn't spot Geek first, it was Jail. i was so engrossed in listing out the dining places to go (crystal jade, ajisen, pepper, sakae... and for your information, we're settled with ajisen eventually haa), then i was taken aback by Jail's sudden grab of my arm. guess it's natural instinct to grab somebody's arm, i grabbed Jail's the other time too haha.awaken from my shock, i looked around frantically, there i saw Geek straying. lol.yea, it's always this instantaneous moment of chance meeting.. why did we always walk in opposite direction?! perhaps, only if we have walked in opposite directions, then we could have made these chance meetings possible? or perhaps walking in opposite direction has an underlying meaning that we're indeed from different worlds apart?if it's you, would you choose to walk the same direction or opposite directions?
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:21
Friday, September 02, 2005
hooray!! ^^v
yay!!~ i've passed every single of my first year subjects!! simply over the moon yo! ^^ unexpectedly, i scored the highest for my mathematics! (which was the subject i dreaded most and thought i would flung or something heh.) pheww~
i was told results were released like last night, but i wasn't able to surf the net anyway. good thing i went to get my bugged comp fixed this afternoon and thus was able to log onto the student portal..
gosh, i couldn't be thankful enough that i scraped through..!
one day i'll break the boundary | 23:51
You don't know my name.
'Round and 'round and 'round we go.
Will you ever know?
ren
undergraduate
banking & finance
851001
being me. being wacky. laughing. doodling. music. stoning. chocolates. icecream.
||buzz off*||
procrastination bug. loneliness. waiting. durian. buggers.