Our lives were just like
both sides of a coin.
You faced a world
that was totally different
from mine.
I may not visualize the pain you feel
But I'm always by your side.
One day I'll break the boundary
between us.
For Your Sake
I'll make the impossible,
Possible
For Your Sake
till the sky falls down,
I will always stand by you..
Saturday, June 18, 2005
5 hours Buzzing \ Loser Life
chatted with rena on the phone from yesterday's night to today's wee morning! 5 hours without realising!! lol. chatted a lot about ourselves, friends and stuff. a very worthwhile sharing session, somewhat i have come to understand rena in a deeper level. most importantly, we discovered that we actually have pretty similar fears, desires and thoughts!!!
hoping to turn back the clock and become a better person. hoping to get outta this screwed-up life.
"i give myself 5 seconds to be brave." -- rena quoted from Lost. very meaningful indeed. yea, we should give it a shot, but i feel after many 5 seconds, i'd prolly still stay the same. erghh, i hate myself.
sometimes i feel i'm just a lonesome soul on this earth. friendster is crap, it may look like i have alot of friends, but how many do i actually talk to? how many are actually close to me? how many actually understands me? your so called friends just added you for the sake of having more friends - this superficiality makes me sick.
prolly i'd dislike listening to vitamin c 's graduation too..
what a loser life. there seems no way to change about it. i really wanna get a life! perhaps.. i should feel the same way as jail, slowly working towards it makes me feel happy too~
here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
drenched again in pain,
becoming who we are.
5 hours Buzzing \ Loser Life
chatted with rena on the phone from yesterday's night to today's wee morning! 5 hours without realising!! lol. chatted a lot about ourselves, friends and stuff. a very worthwhile sharing session, somewhat i have come to understand rena in a deeper level. most importantly, we discovered that we actually have pretty similar fears, desires and thoughts!!!
hoping to turn back the clock and become a better person. hoping to get outta this screwed-up life.
"i give myself 5 seconds to be brave." -- rena quoted from Lost. very meaningful indeed. yea, we should give it a shot, but i feel after many 5 seconds, i'd prolly still stay the same. erghh, i hate myself.
sometimes i feel i'm just a lonesome soul on this earth. friendster is crap, it may look like i have alot of friends, but how many do i actually talk to? how many are actually close to me? how many actually understands me? your so called friends just added you for the sake of having more friends - this superficiality makes me sick.
prolly i'd dislike listening to vitamin c 's graduation too..
what a loser life. there seems no way to change about it. i really wanna get a life! perhaps.. i should feel the same way as jail, slowly working towards it makes me feel happy too~
here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
drenched again in pain,
becoming who we are.
one day i'll break the boundary | 16:42
Turned on the radio,
To find you on satellite.
I'm waiting for the sky to fall.
I'm waiting for a sign.
just have a little patience.
You don't know my name.
'Round and 'round and 'round we go.
Will you ever know?
ren
undergraduate
banking & finance
851001
being me. being wacky. laughing. doodling. music. stoning. chocolates. icecream.
||buzz off*||
procrastination bug. loneliness. waiting. durian. buggers.
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
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September 2005
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November 2005
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And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Come tumbling out my mouth
Doodles . Stains . Ren . Lovelies . Buzz