Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

Sunday, April 27, 2008

s-t-r-e-t-c-h and go forth!

i once was lost

now i'm found

it's a brand new day

life's been good and happy! i'm so thankful for all the lovely people around me. old and new. i've always been skeptical about people, and i admit i still do, but i can't deny genuine people do exist! people with genuine feelings, people who care for me and want the best for me. i want to be more genuine, loving, and more passionate about life! can't help thinkin about the past years i've led aimlessly without any purpose, time just whizzed past hardly doing anything constructive at all day in day out. it just made me feel so useless. gotta start running!! despite being still clueless about what i wanna do in the near future, i believe there'll be breakthrough!

umm.. it gets me thinking about this particular friendship, why do i sometimes feel that you don't want the best for me, and that you aren't feeling exactly happy for me when i'm doing well despite you saying so? why do i sometimes feel that you're trying to compete with me? i seriously loathe competition and a true friendship isn't about competitiveness ain't it. i really want the best for you and i hope you'll feel the same way for me too.

anyway, now i just need to be stretched for this one month!! sow first, wait patiently, and reap eventually :))

one day i'll break the boundary | 23:24

Monday, April 07, 2008

come and rain down on me

rain down... rain down

won't you rain down on me?

my heart is calling out
for your embrace

<3

one day i'll break the boundary | 01:21

Monday, February 18, 2008

minds are like parachutes; they only work when they're open

so, just what am i trying to prove? even if i were to prove myself right, what's the point? there's nothing i can do. moreover, what happened has already happened. it's the past. i can't turn back the clock, can i? stop mulling over the what if's. chin up and move forward.

they say, nothing is certain except that you know everything can change. but i know one thing is certain, that is, You won't disappoint me no matter how disappointed i am. don't lose hope! :):):):)

we do not need to be loved as much as we need to love others. it's more blessed to give than receive.

one day i'll break the boundary | 09:33

Thursday, February 14, 2008

nella mia preghiera

I said a prayer for you today

And know God must have heard.

I felt the answer in my heart

Although He spoke not a word.

I didn't ask for wealth or fame

I knew you would understand

I asked for priceless treasure rare

Of a far more lasting kind.

I prayed that He'd be near you

At the start of each new day,

To grant you health and blessings fair,

And loved ones to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you,

In all things great and small.

But it was for His loving care

I prayed the most of all.

have you ever thought of what's best to say, as in really damn hard, but nothing just came out of your mind?! but when you actually think about it, hey, why do i have to think so hard?

sometime ago, my friend said we just needa do what we think it's best. but there're some things we know it's not good for us, but we still do. indeed. another lightbulb moment.

arh, its been such a long time since i feel so lighthearted :) :)

one day i'll break the boundary | 03:41

Saturday, February 09, 2008

i feel like i just found out my favourite song was written about a sandwich.

One day, I brought my broken dreams to Him in the hope that He'd mend them. But instead of leaving them all in His hands, I meddled and tried to help with ways that were my own.

Finally I snatched them back impatiently. And I cried, "Why are You so slow?"

"My child," He said, "What could i do? You never did let go."

one day i'll break the boundary | 01:20

Monday, February 04, 2008

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous

just when i faltered, i stumbled upon something so familiar yet so strange.. something that's still haunting me despite how much i wish i could wrap it up and throw it miles away out of my head. something i never thought i would ever see again, at least not in that warped manner!

the next thing i saw was jon's nick "Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous". why, just when i'm trying to convince myself to put down, it refused to leave me alone? shahid once said there's a purpose for everything happened. just what is it? really perplexed.

so many thoughts clouding my mind right now. i'm really clueless what kinda position to apply for. no idea if i should work in the banking & finance industry. shucks, this is awful!

one day i'll break the boundary | 01:19

Saturday, February 02, 2008

fill me with peace

Wish I had what I needed

to be on my own
Cuz I feel so defeated

and I'm feeling alone
And it all feels so helpless

and I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset

with nowhere to land

And all I see,

it could never make me happy
And all my sandcastles

spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

i wanna convince myself that i know i have You, and that's all i need, without any doubts. i'm sorry that i kept questioning about You when i told myself i should believe in You.

i know all the answers will eventually be revealed at the right time, but i dont know what i'm diving into. give me a sign please.

one day i'll break the boundary | 02:18